Why am I up at 2:45am?!? I should finally go to bed, but I’ve had ALOT on my mind lately. Most of more properly belongs in the spiritual blog also.
That’s actually part of what THIS post is about though. My posts here have been more personal blog and self growth than writing blog lately. Granted, I’ve been able to tie it into writing to a degree… I can’t help but wonder though if maybe THAT is where my true passion lays. It’s probably just all the crazy recent events, and my trying to put them in perspective that have me writing that way.
Be that as it may, I’m going to be trying yet again to get my proper writing going again, both erotica and mainstream fiction. I’m also going to try to keep this blog more focused on writing related topics.
Some of the rambling has been helpful though. Random side rant; I REALLY use the word “though” too much, LOL. Anyway, a few of the posts and some recent events have made me realize just what a trigger that people trying to deny others their voice is for me. I’ve been dealing with it my entire life with my family, and most of my jobs. It’s still happening to this day with my mom. My brother craps all over me, and I’m supposed to just forget it.
Anyway, I realized that’s an influencer for me with things like political and social issue connected hate. The level it’s hitting out there is insane. So many examples, but there’s been enough bitching in recent blog posts. I just want to grab people, and shake them until they get through their heads they’re making the problems worse by responding with hate and refusal to listen.
So yeah… Personal challenge while I regroup here, LOL